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Water water everywhere
But not a drop to drink

Famous lines by a person whose name was a memory so brief I don't think it even qualifies as a memory. I could have easily googled it out but I choose not to. If you ask me there's too much information out there. I remember when information was precious. There used to be a certain snobbish satisfaction to knowing something the next guy doesn't. Now he just googles it out and pop goes your snob bubble. I guess being able to filter all that info and put it to good use would be the next edge. Thats evolution to you

Now about those lines, there are so many times they have changed to something else in my head, like 'People people everywhere - But not a single person to talk to.' ... or something else. I can't remember anything else they changed to right now. Typical. Oh well a post is a post

Don't look down

I'm scared of heights. I'm terrified of heights. If you are even slightly responsible for me being less than five feet away from the edge of a roof, I will launch a personal vendetta against you and pursue it with feverish fervor. Well maybe not but you get the idea :) Its what my nightmares are made of. Even as I'm writing this i can conjure up images of me being stuck atop buildings of structurally impossible heights, and me having to traverse super-thin ledges and the likes. I've been having these nightmares for so long I'm finding it difficult distinguishing them from real life memories. Last summer I discovered that I inherited this particular phobia from my mother's side of the family. Some might suggest therapy but me, I think it keeps me safe from all those ledges and edges so I think I'll keep it thank you.

Exams again!!

Exams again. Same old one semester in one night shit. My GTalk status message reads "Why?" I've pinpointed the problem in my life. And like a good human being I put the blame on others. Maybe its because i don't have that initiative crap to solve it. Or maybe I'm just writing shit cos I'd do anything but study right now.

This christmas I want a whole box of 'sleep pills' (not sleeping pills) with different dosages - preferably 3 hours and 7 hours.
Two thirds of the box for 3 hours and the rest for seven hours.

Um...

The things you can't stand in others are the things you hate most about yourself. Me I find it difficult to change some things about myself unless I find it manifested in someone else. And when you finally find that you're no longer worked up by that particularly annoying habit of your colleague or your neighbour or whoever, its time to paardei!! cos you are now a better human being (where have I heard that before?) ^^

Back with a theory

My theory of contentment that is.
Contetntment, happiness, bliss is relative - its not absolute. An individual's contentment with his/her life depends on what he/she has experienced so far, and not on some other person's view or opinion of his/her place in life.

For example, Paris Hilton (why did i pick her? dammit!!) is not happier than you just because she lives in luxury and has a gazillion bucks - no, she has a higher threshold of happy. She would never be content with the life that someone like me would realistically consider a good life. I would say your happy count depends more on the level at which your primal needs are satisfied.

So there you have it.

Three month break

Well, i'm going home. Three whole months of aizawl summer. Sweet!!
To me, slow net access equals no net access. So my blog will remain pretty much the same for the next three months. Solly ^^
I'd better pack up my pc now. I don't want to miss my flight.

Ugh #2

I'm totally screwed for tomorrow's exam - today's rather - its dawn already - damn!!
I have now elapsed into that phase where, after trying to squeeze in a semester's worth of knowledge into my head in one night, i no longer care about my grades - i just wanna make it through to the next sem. I'd better catch some Zs now...